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Hoho, I'm back again.
I'm in the bus to Tanah Ainah
going for site visit
and projects
with new friends.

hungry as fuck man

I'm happy and excited for this trip
maybe because I can run away from works
hahaha

I felt so relieved these two days
even though sometimes I feel lime something is missing inside
but its okay
at least my heart is whole again.

there's a girl in my class that literally live in the same villa as mine
and her house is literally just 100m away from mine
it's really a small world man
when we realize it we feel like "wtf why did I not see you before"

unilife is getting better.
I've made friends and the bond is appearing
I know these friendships won't last long but
I'm still happy to have them in my unilife
at least I'm not alone right hahaha

I'm improving my English
I need to be better
when John and Nabil are making the logo thing
I felt uselessness in me
such talented people around me
and who am I to deserve the leading place
I can't even.

especially John.
he reminds me of Darien
the perfect kind of guy
so talented and perfect in every way
that's the kind of people I've always admired
and wanted to be
but I can't
because what I lack is the essence not the will.
the perfect guys
they never think they are perfect and they won't even try to be
because they don't need to
they are just naturally made perfect
their life is in perfect mode man

and I thought I'll never need to be emo about these uselessness and talents things anymore
haha.
but I just can't stop blaming myself for how useless I am.

haih please be happy now Harry
enjoy your site visit
don't think about sad shits
Harry is ok.
Harry is broken but Harry will be ok
Harry is the bestest of the best


>:)