《Trees》

and I thought I told you I don't care what you did and what you confessed
I mean, if all of this happened just to let you come back to me again
then what more can I complaint

I don't even need to forgive you or stuff
cause you did nothing wrong
in fact I need to embrace the fact that
you are faithful and honest to me
and that's one of the things I want to state clear at the start of our relationship

do you recall
that one day soon after we got together
I suddenly told you about all my past relationships
and that another day
I confessed about confessing to another girl in my class
and how I state my feelings about Esther

I almost think those are the same as what you confessed
and I know how it feels to make confessions
especially when you know it would break the heart of the one you love

so that's why
I'm not blaming you for trying to let the past go away
I'm not blaming you for your confessions
cause I did those too
and I am sorry I didn't really take care of your feelings back there
I'm learning too
learning to love and be loved
and I want to learn it with you
and you only

and hey
isn't today a great date to start all over again?
I kinda want to say happy anniversary
and celebrate the fourth time to be together again
and I kinda miss your old blog title already pffft
all you need to say is "yes I do"
and the next time you need to say this sentence again
Is when you're standing beside me in our wedding
cause I swear I love you

0320 :)

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