《Paperworks》

No
you're not wilted nor depraved
please
you should know that the more you feel guilty the more I can't let you go

do you know how heartless I need to be to let you go with a broken heart

it's not the first time I felt like the world is falling apart
but I got through every single bloody time

the more you feel wilted and depraved
will just make me want to love you more

I will be your water to make you bloom again
and be the wind to make you fly again
though you never wilted and depraved
but I'll prove it to you
I'm proving this to you

my English sucks
but just like how suck I am in loving you
I still want to use it

please

don't let me go through every 20 of March and 15 of August and 20 of September and 25 of November alone

I just can't

I know you're in vain and pain
I know you can't give me answers
but I don't care
I'm not loving you for your lips and hugs
I'm loving you just because I am
and I really do

but still
I said I'll leave the choice to you fully this time
you don't even need to give me a determined yes or no
just tell me how you think
sincerely
wholeheartedly
truthfully
please