《AFTER EXAM》

I want to move on
but what can I do to make it
I can't even focus on my exams
all those works and shits
I hate them so much
but it's me myself who chose to take the responsibilities
so yeah
fuck you past me

tomorrow's math exam
I'm like "nah fuck it"
not gonna do any revision , ANY AT ALL
cause if I gonna revise I'll be doing it decades ago already
and the reason I didn't do any ?
probably because I don't really care anymore
I know marks and results are important to me
for my future and stuffs
but I really can't find my motivation anymore

oh yeah by the way
I blog in English today
cause today's paper was English
and it's HARD LIKE HELL
so I'm trying to make my self feel more confidence and relaxed
to try to post in English
and tell myself "you're actually good in English"
"exams don't define your levels"
"you can still English"
HAHAHA

and oh yeah
IELTS
I took the placement test and I'm in the 32 hours class
yay
so happy oh my god
I was like "if I'm going to the 40 hours class I'll just give up already"
but yay
I'm so lucky ! haha

I can't stand English anymore today
now I'm gonna change to Chinese mode

TaDa!!
本来是有点忧郁想要emo一下的
谁知道打着英文字打着打着就比较开朗了
也许用不一样的语言思考性格真的不一样
我在忧郁什么呢刚才
明天再说吧。